OH~! I just remembered the name of the person I referred here to Menewsha. It was Spanish Leek Squared! I remember talking to her on Menewsha one day about that. She didn't seem to remember that I was the one that told her about this site. I met her on Gaia in a gifting thread I made during the winter holidays. I was talking to her and her friend. I think her friend joined too, but didn't stick around. I'm unsure.

Are you sure your mother isn't doing things out of love? :lol: Things I used to hate my mother for when I was younger, I realize she did it to protect me. And I'll probably carry on those traits and values to my kids when I have them.

My step-mother and father are twenty years apart. She's twenty-five and my father is forty-five. *shudders* It still creeps me out, sorry. They have three children together, too.

I know how you feel. When I was in junior high and high school, I pretty much wanted a boyfriend too. I had a crush on this one guy so badly, that I prank called him and pretended to be someone else. I offered to pay him to just talk to "that Jennifer girl from English class". He totally bought it, which surprised me. And I remember the next day him asking me, "Do you know who *insert made up name here* is? I think he wanted to be sure that I wasn't connected to that call from the night before. I froze up and said no of course. He then asked if I wanted to go to the library after school. ALL THAT EFFORT and guess what! I declined. I was much more shy than I thought. ...and he never got that money for talking to me, heh. Poor guy. He was sort of a douche anyway.

And you've no idea how many times I cried over boys to Avril Lavigne's songs. It's embrassing enough to be crying over boys to her songs. :oops: But gosh, I was young and dumb, heh. It's actually sort of funny to look back on those times, heh! Many would be too embarassed to admit all this stuff, haha!

I know I'm not supposed to ask this... but Jen how old are you? o.o cause you say "when you were younger" but somehow I feel you might be around my age XD

I think I said my age on the page before this. But I am twenty-one years young. :)

:lol: *is 21* yeah.... same age... a lot of people dislike my mom though... she's a control freak.. she almost ruined my brother's wedding and ended up offending the bride really badly...

I want to move out so I can escape that control-freak stuff >.< plus she thinks working me to death but treating her oldest child like a princess is fair..

O: I LOVE SPANISH LEEK SQUARED! ILY JEN :D !!

yeahh i'm very sure about my mom, i'm kind of like a mom to her actually. she IS a cougar (aka cheated on my dad lots) -__- it was very traumatic for me when I found out

i've done crazy embarrassing things for boys too x__x you're brave to admit them, jen! i'm not brave enough aha...

edit: turning 16 on friday

D: kitkat you youngin... you're so young omg...

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rawr I just realized you're almost exactly 3 months older than me jen

yeah i guess so xD

To not have a bf at 16 isn't so bad... to be honest in highschool all the datable girls were jerks or didn't date :lol: else were taken (plus I was antisocial)

Awww. I'll let you guys borrow my mom? :lol: She's done some really crappy stuff in her lifetime. Especially after my parents divorced eleven years ago. And it sucks that I had to live with my father. If I had lived with my mom, I wouldn't be so emotionally and mentally damaged. Plus, I'd probably be finishing college right now and getting started on a nice career.

A lot of stuff happens here at my fathers house, tis why I keep moving back. A lot of uhm...physical abuse that the authorities are dumb enough to not ascertain. I don't really want to go into detail with this, but the situation basically will remain this way until my father dies or someone kills him...heh. I'm just sayin'. Until then, I have to stick around for my siblings. I've tried living on my own about four different times just recently and it never works out, I always end up back here. I finally decided to ask my siblings to just come and live with me instead, but they refuse to. And my littlest siblings dont' really have a say in the matter, since they're only my half-siblings...and under the age of five.

I would be pretty tramatized too if my mother cheated on my dad lots (or the other way around). Especially with all the other things I have to deal with. So I'm sorry that you had to go through that, kitkat. :( I wish people would pick better partners and raise their families better so their children don't have to go through that sort of stuff.


Oh! I have a ton more stories about boys if you ever want to hear them, haha.

WOOT! You're going to be sixteen! Doing anything special? :)

Oooh... dumb police that wont arrest obvious bruises... yeah... >.< fiance had that problem so much... had her file a claim and they didn't do anything with huge bruises

Go for it jen... spill as many boys stories as you want :lol: free gold

My mom is more emotional abuse because she calls me nasty things and then goes and acts all innocent about it

thanks jen :'D what i think is that people who have had to deal with 'bad' families are stronger in the end. i use my mom as an example of what NOT to be ever. so therefore i end up as a good person! i really hate emotional abuse, wish there were more things being done about it but* theres no physical bruises or anything. GO FOR THE STORIES! i love em

I'd give exs stories too o.o but... I umm... don't actually have an ex.... :ninja: and kinda wanna keep it that way :lol:

i'll tell you a cute thing the boy i used to like did xD : he just got a short haircut and he was shaking his head i was like 'wtf are you doing...' and he said 'i'm used to moving my hair out of my eyes' i laughed soo hard xP hahhhhthat wasnt that funny xP

Exactly! The police have been to our house so many times through my life and they always leave without anything. My dad has a good way of convincing them everything and everyone is okay. I'm twenty-one and I STILL get beat up. :/ But this is why I live here. When I'm here, I don't have to worry as much about wheather or not my siblings are being abused. When I live on my own, I worry so much that I make myself sick. It's just easier for me. I am so glad my sister is almost eighteen though. She'll move out and I'll only have my three youngest siblings to worry about.

I've been called a plethora of nasty names. Some that would make you throw up just hearing them. And like your mother, my father will go on about his day and act completely innocent.


BOYS 8) My freshman year I had a crush on the high school quarterback. He wasn't the typical footballer guy you see in movies. He was friendly with everyone. I had a locker right next to him! He would talk to me while putting his books away in the morning, during lunch or after school. Basically, every time he called my name "Hey Jenny!" my heart would flutter so high, lol! I remember that if he was in a hurry and I happened to have my locker open, he'd quickly put his books in my locker and run off to lunch. It didn't bother me. We shared a lot of our classes, so I would just take them out and bring them to him (or he would come and get them). Sophmore year, our lockers were about ten feet apart. But he still used it to put his stuff in. And if I was in the hallway alone (which was often), he would come and talk to me about random stuff.

I remember during gym glass, I showed him (at the head cheerleader) how to do a back somersault. I was really limber back then! I'm surprised the head cheerleader didn't know how to do one. But uh, yeah. My favorite moment with him? Some students has been talking about me and called me some sick names. He felt bad and came up and hugged me, then gave me a kiss on the forehead. 8) To this day, forehead kisses are like the most exhilirating thing ever. I was totally lost in time at that moment.

@ jen - bet I've been called them too XD I got called everything from 6th grade all the way till I left high school. My mom called me a Nazi not too long ago...

I hope this doesn't sound imposing or rude, but how come you still live there?

OMYGOSH that is the sweetest thing i've ever hearddd -FOAM COMES OUT OF MOUTH AND DIES- what ever happened to him??

Originally Posted by Jennifer

I have a headache. :( Just finished playing the games on my mule account, can't even finish playing it on my main.

I have a hard time posting around in the user and mini-events. So I probably won't post there. I just like to lurk.

Her thread isn't busy, though. :]
The title is deceptive. lol I think it makes people not stop in.

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Here it be, just in case: http://www.menewsha.com/forum/mini-e...nevermind.html
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@ Jen - because I have no choice... can't get a job... but when my fiance turns 18 we're both moving out THAT DAY... so I just need to make sure we both have jobs before then...

He moved to Montana! ; O; I found him on Myspace (when I had one) and from what I could tell, he got into the wrong crowd. He started doing drugs and alcohol and ended up marrying some hussy, heh. He was extremely attractive and a really sweet guy. When I saw how his life turned out after he moved, I felt really bad. We talked back and forth for awhile, but I he stopped replying to me when his "wife" kept commenting on his page about talking to other people. I really hope he changed that part of his life around and he's doing better. I should try searching for him again.

He lived about two miles down the highway from me, living with his aunt and uncle. He had some horses there and asked me on several occasions if I wanted to go horse riding. I should have, but I was pretty shy. Even though I was pretty much his friend and whatnot. He was like...the only one that truely talked to me in high school. If he hadnt' moved and I hadn't dropped out of highschool (STAY IN SCHOOL!) then I dunno...sometimes I like to think something more could have happened between us. I just never considered him a "best" or "really close" friend or anything, since he was friends with pretty much everyone at the school.

@Suona - Oh, I'll check that out then. :)

@Poet - Oh, when does she turn eighteen then? Sorry you're unable to find a job. It's so tough these days! I was jobless for several months just recently. I started work at a grocery store (again), but quit to move to my hometown (got a job offer from my uncles ex-wife), but then moved back here. I technically don't have a job now (except babysitting), but my job at the used bookstore back in my hometown is still available to me whenever I go back there. So I'm pretty thankful for that.

Ouch... sadness... hate hearing about people getting into the wrong crowds and getting drugged up and marrying an annoying person

one of my only true friends is in a bad crowd and she tried to get me into that crowd once but i told her to never take me there again and she felt bad and yeahhh, i want her to get out of that crowd but she likes it... -_-

by the way im going to universal studios with her thursday! for my bday even though my bday is friday

and that sucksss you should pull him outta that crowd!
the boy i used to like used to walk with me afterschool everyydayyy and i thought i was special to him but apparently not! i liked it when we were just friends that was fun

Also, freshman year, I was in the Wizard of Oz play. I only did it to get out of my core class, LOL. But I remember being backstage sitting on the couch in the somewhat dark area. Some guy had come up to me and started talking to me. I was like, "Do I know you?" and he said, "Uh yeah. I'm ______." "Aren't you Maryann?" I was ALWAYS confused for one of the most popular girls at school, Maryann. We looked SO much alike, it was freaky. And she was mistaken for me several times as well. She too was one of those sweet popular students. Class President, straight A's, involved in nearly every activity offered at the school. She would comment daily on my clothing if she saw me. Even if I looked like trash, haha! But she was really sweet and I liked her. I actually just read the local paper here a few weeks ago and noticed she's getting married. I'm happy for her. :)


Telling all these stories makes me realize that I wasn't as alone as I thought I was in high school. I really didn't have any friends, but I think I somewhat did. I didn't hang out with them after school or go to parties with them and whatnot. But they was pretty nice to me DURING school. Unfortunaly, I was bullied pretty badly by some groups. One time I was even beat up at the bus stop. :/ And then was forced to sit in the isle on the bus (the bus driver didn't even care). That's why I feel my high school days were really traumatic for me.

ohh i was bullied on the bus in middle school very badly, very tramatic too. right now my life is good but i feel like my life is wasting away still. i was kinda bullied on the bus in highschool too so i dont go on anymore...

@ Jen - Well I was backstabbed by people I thought were my friends (I had 0 in middle school after all the backstabs ended) pretty much 6th to 8th grade... and got 1 friend in highschool... (yeah kinda sad... I was a loser XD)