Rawrrr.

Grrrr.

<: bwaha.

Buaha

oh dearrr~

-flee-

O= Big baby. ;D

; -;

Nuh-uh!
-sniffles.-

Whut? :rofl:
You've been having fun, I see. <3

Kiddiss: I'm really, really sorry to hear about your loss.
I sincerily hope that Freak knew how much he was loved and that he is in a place where he no longer have to suffer. I hope you'll be allowed to take your time to grieve the loss of your family member so that when you are ready you will be able to let go of the sadness and move forward with your fond memories of him.

Why does my brain have to be so full of thoughts?... -sigh-

Herro?

0 w0 ~?

Anybody home?

Thanks, Youn. I have to take extra Salagen (a drug that helps my moisture glads work properly) because I've been crying so much.

My husband has finally given up trying to comfort me... he knows that my crying fits will come and go. They are coming less frequently already. I've been trying to keep busy with other stuff... but when I take the time to stop and think about him, I start crying all over again (like right now). I think we should steer clear of the subject for a while (if you don't mind ~gives a weak smile through the tears~).

I had to go into my husband's bedroom to feed his fish today- and I lost it (Freak basically lived in that room because of his special diet- our other cats had "free range" food bowls, and Freak wasn't allowed to have dry foods). I was half asleep when I went in there, and I almost started calling for him. Then I realized that he was gone... I miss him so much!!

Gotta go....

Kiddiss: Hang in there. :hug: <3

This place is so dead.
I DEMAND THE OPPOSITE.

Well, I can't really be around today ^^: I have to clean my room and go to work : P blah!

Kiddiss - I'm so sorry. I really wish I could comfort you. >: I hate seeing fellow users being sad. Like can suck SO much sometime. But I'm sure you'll get through it, and you'll be a stronger person for it. <3

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SO HOW IS EVERYONE?

TIRED. D<
I tried going back to sleep and I was soo close... then Arie texted me. D=

Good morning (or afternoon, or evening or night >.< so many time zones! ~head spins like in "Exorcist"~ *WoooOOOoo* I'm dizzy now LOL.

Thanks, you guys, for being supportive. (((GROUP HUG)))

Monstahh`, I sent you a PM regarding Roli... please read ^_^

So, it looks like the thread is a bit sickly... although it is in our nature to kill threads, we must not let our own thread die! (I guess that makes us hypocrites, huh? ROLF).

So, I've found an outlet for my anger, frustration, depression and general feelings of worthlessness... ASTEROIDS! Yes, Asteroids, the game here on Mene.

When I was a kid, I remember going to the supermarket about a mile from my house (back then it wasn't out of the ordinary to walk a mile or so to get somewhere... oh, how the times have changed). The supermarket had a video game there- ASTEROIDS! I would save up my allowance and pump quarter after quarter into that infernal machine. Man, that was some sophisticated technology back then (early 80s).

The pizza place (Rosie's Pizza... I still remember) in the same shopping plaza got Ms. PacMan as soon as it was released, so I had to split my allowance between Asteroids and Ms. PacMan. That's back when I got 20 cents per week (I think...it might have been 15 cents per week) for my allowance. (Yesh, I is OLD lol... and we were dirt poor).

When arcades starting popping up all over the place, I started taking on baby-sitting jobs (back when an 11-year-old could be trusted with a baby rather than needing a baby-sitter herself :roll: ). I was so addicted to video games.

Ahhhh... the good ol' days (who am I kidding- it sucked; we were poor, I was the only white kid in my school, so I always got picked on, and life was hard...but video games were a great escape *nod*)

I'm just psyched that I can play Asteroids for free as much as I like...and with no one home, I can yell, "KILL! KILL! KILL!" without scaring anyone LOL

It really is a good outlet for aggression and depression *nod*

What do you guys do to vent anger, frustration, and depression?

P.S. The Queen of the Wall o' Text is earning her keep again BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

I did read it. ;P

I play pokemon or any other video game which I kick ass at when I'm angry. n__n either that or I slam doors.

>D

I actually cry when I'm angry. I'll bottle my anger then release it at somebody when provoked but if I get so angry I'm livid and shaking, the quickest release is crying. Then I wish I had Arie to cry into.

I do that too sometimes. Just get so mad I break down crying or sobbing. D:

I think a lot of girls are that way. We just get sooo angry there's really nothing else to do and crying is the first reaction we have. I know all girls aren't like that, but I've met a lot who are.

Yeah...

Meh!

Originally Posted by monstahh`

I did read it. ;P

I play pokemon or any other video game which I kick ass at when I'm angry. n__n either that or I slam doors.

>D

I love Pokemon >.< My husband got me hooked on it a long time ago (GameBoy Color version Red). Oy. The time I've put into those games (okay, several hours are from me falling asleep with my game on... but I did play a lot).

When I got Diamond and Pearl, I decided I didn't care about "gotta catch 'em all"; I wanted to be a pokemon breeder. I breed and tame Eevees. I have like 6 or so that are fully tamed so that they can become either Umberon or Espeon at level 2 (no cheat codes- just lots of love and attention).

They had a Pokemon event here at the Toys R Us two weeks ago to get Darkrai... my husband went, but I was too ill to get out of bed. *shrug* I don't really care. I don't battle other people, so it doesn't matter to me if I don't have the most powerful Pokemon in the world.

Speaking of world, I have used the WiFi to trade Pokemon. That feature is kinda neat ^_^ I like all the little extras they put into Diamond and Pearl (like digging for gems, planting and growing berries, the contests). I liked the contests in Sapphire and Ruby much better. The new contests are a bit retarded. It's as if gaming companies expect EVERYONE to love DDR. :roll: I hate DDR. I think it's lame. And the fact that it's a major component of the Pokemon Contests I think is stupid. JMHO.

@Livvie: me, too... and the sad thing is that most of my interaction with other people is online these days- and I still get so upset by assholes on line that it makes me want to cry (I don't have enough tears to go around these days- so I blow shit up instead). Actually, I've always preferred to blow shit up than to cry- but I do cry when I get so angry that I feel like I've lost control. (The difference is, when I was younger, I'd actually blow real shit up...not just computer game violence >.< I had brothers when I was growing up, so fireworks and home-made flame-throwers were given to me ^_^). I like fire and 'splosions. Even in my old age, I still love 'em ~big, evil grin~

I breed eevees too. I have about 8 of them, plus two full sets of all the evolutions. <3

I love the wifi stuff, I especially like talking to people in the pokechat, it's so much fun. xD and free! WHOO! <333

Well, I personally like DDR and In the Groove, but. Most games like those are lame. xD!

-huggles for Kiddiss-

<3

LOL. I laughed so hard when I read "I don't have enough tears to go around these days- so I blow shit up instead" oh my, that was amazing. xDDD And it just got better the more I read, haha.

A lot of my communication is through the computer too. I tend to talk to my friends on AIM or on forum websites and the such. I text Arie all of the time... and sometimes I'll text other people as well. I'm just not cool enough to hang out with. -tear- Kidding. I'm the coolest kid to hang out with! ;D