*hugs you* Being out of it is perfectly alright.
I wish that I really had someone who was artistic like me to talk to. I mean my little sister will probably be good in a few years but right now it's just something she likes to do as a 10 year old you know?
My mom wants to be an art teacher but she doesn't really draw like I do. She's more a ceramist kinda person. That's her thing and I'm only good at making little monsters with ceramics.
I don't really know how good I am with everything but I know a lot of what I learned in high school is pretty much wrong. Teacher told me never to smudge and smear my drawings and the first thing my new prof did was get out a paper towel and started to smear that shit in XD
Paper towels are great for that btw- just as a tip XD
oh and i drew this with conte- that stuff is awesome