Hey Yotsy.

Hello, LoversEnd ^_^
How are you?

not.. so great actually.
I keep debating something on the inside and it's bugging me and making me feel terrible.

O_o; I'm sorry to hear that.
Is there anything Yotsy can help with?

I dunno, I'll explain.. and maybe you could give an input?

I don't know.
I want to go into the National Guard.
I've always wanted to, my dad was in the Army and I feel like I want to follow in his footsteps.. and then there's Sue.. and I wanna stay with her.. and never leave and ugh.. I'm making myself feel bad for even having to think on it because it's stupid and I know what I should pick and what she wants yet I'm still debating on it.. D:
It's making me feel downright terrible.

Not to mention that was probably some big, huge, run-on sentence. O.o

I got homesick a few of times in my first semester or two, before I made any really good friends, just missing people who knew me really well - mostly a few of my high school friends. Since my parents had separated (by about 2000 miles) when I was four or five, I was kind of used to the idea of being a long way away from one, even if not necessarily both.

Edit: I'm off for the night, now. I really should be going to sleep.

Originally Posted by LoversEnd

I dunno, I'll explain.. and maybe you could give an input?

I don't know.
I want to go into the National Guard.
I've always wanted to, my dad was in the Army and I feel like I want to follow in his footsteps.. and then there's Sue.. and I wanna stay with her.. and never leave and ugh.. I'm making myself feel bad for even having to think on it because it's stupid and I know what I should pick and what she wants yet I'm still debating on it.. D:
It's making me feel downright terrible.

Not to mention that was probably some big, huge, run-on sentence. O.o

Hmm.. Well, I'm trying to understand everything you said o.o;
I'm really big on doing what you want. If you want to join the National Guard, then by all means I think you should. It will better yourself, not to mention help you out more in the long run.
As for Sue, unfortunately if you join the National Guard there is a high likelihood that you would be stationed out of reach. But that is something that comes with joining things like the N.G. I sympathize though. That was my biggest fear when my husband joined the Coast Guard, I didn't want him to get stationed away from me. We ended up marrying just after he got out of basic training so I could go with him.
You do have a big decision before you. Sadly I'm not so sure how much input I can really give. I would honestly say that you should do what you deep down really want, and if that's going into the National Guard then Sue should respect that.
@[email protected]; I'm really not sure that helps any, but that's what I've got to share.

That's what I'm trying to explain, because God knows I would try anything and everything to get her to come with me so I could have it both ways. For some reason she's not understanding, she thinks I just came up with this to get away from her.. and it hurts.. cause I wouldn't do that. I'd never just.. leave her entirely. She means wayyy too much to me. I love her. I'm not trying to say that she's a bad person or anything because she doesn't understand.. it's just.. complicated. That prolly didn't make any sense either. Bleh.

Hey, Yotsy's got an alt vine. >_>;;

alt vine?

LoversEnd-- No, it made sense. I understood/understand completely ^^;
I know making someone you love, understand can be hard. That just comes along with wanting join a branch like that. It's always hard, for everyone. Maybe she just isn't ready for that type of life? Joining the National Guard would completely change your life, and maybe she just isn't ready for it?

I understand what's going the same thing happened between my brother and his girlfriend when he was in the navy


I'm out its bed time for me

Maybe, but wouldn't she tell me that she wasn't ready for something like that, instead of insisting I come up with things just to get away from her?

Yeah. Your vine egg is one of the new sprites. >w<;;

I'd give advice, but I don't really know what to say about the situation. Just... don't make life decisions in order to keep others happy.

LoversEnd-- Sometimes it's hard to admit that you're not ready for something like that. You'd just rather make it into something else, so that the blame isn't all on you. Ya' know? Who honestly wants to admit that they're the one holding the person they love back?

*edit*
The new sprite huh? owo
That's what Yotsy was trying for >w<!!

i appear now. sorry i didn't return after the hour and a half of job searching. when i was on my way home from the last place, i got a phone call of my boyfriend and his mom right outside of my apartment in the parking lot wondering where i was. it was surprising for me since i didn't think i was gonna spend a lot of the evening with him.-his mom took him out shopping to get things he needed for college, which he's going back saturday-. they wanted to surprise me. which i was surprised. and she drove from my place to where i was (i was only a min away drive 5-8min walk). and apparently it was a pleasant surprise for my boyfriend i was job hunting on my own. Hopefully i can get something.

Uh huh. The shading on the new vine eggs is a lot darker. >w<

O.o How do you know it's a new sprite?

Yotsy: Well, i see your point now. I do that alot as well.. I don't really mind it I guess, it means she cares for me and wants for me to be there as badly as I want here to be with me. This is really stressing. I'm usually not open with her.. and I opened up for once.. and I feel better.. but.. then again..I dunno. I'm confused I think. D:

I'm ecstatic that it's the new sprite ^.^;
I finally figured out how to get my hands on one. xD. Yayness.

LoversEnd-- Just give everything a little time, I'm sure it will work out eventually.

*nods* Okay, thanks Yotsy.

owo I want one.
Thanks guys, really. Now I'm going to have this obssession with kidnapping every dark green egg I see. D:

Yotsy wanted one too >.> Which is why she set out to try and get one. xD.
Thankfully the second thing I tried, gave me one. xD.

If you go poke around at Gaia's Egg Sanctuary, it makes it really easy to tell the difference between the two. xD

Yotsy doesn't go on Gaia very often @[email protected];
I've kind of been steering clear of that place.
I only check in every now and again to make sure my account hasn't been hacked. XP

Fabs quit a long time ago. She only got on to go to the Egg Sanctuary, actually.
I did it just so I could see what the new vine egg looked like. xD And later I had an egg that really needed views.

But then I got an angry PM with some girl bitching at me and I remembered why I hate Gaia.

O.o; Yes. That there, is why Yotsy doesn't go on Gaia too much. Too many angry, bitchy people and annoying children and immature brats. xD.

Mene is much nicer~

>.> I love Gaia. Well, not so much now, since I am on here. xD
It's a fun storyline though. *shrugs*
Oh god, lmfao.
If you want to see something funny go here => http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qhzoPppJrDM&NR=1