xD What? lol

@Marina and Linden
...pregnancy test. it was negative..no baby..

meaning nothing loves me.

Aw, that doesn't mean nothing loves you!

Are you trying to get pregnant?

@Marina
...well..then what does love me?

@Linden
no, I'm only 18.. I just.. yeah... he...yeah..so I was thinking if there was a baby to come out of what that jerk did I would get something to love and love me ^^"

What?? Were you raped, or did you just.. with an ex and now dislike him?

Family. Friends.

@Linden
well..I suppose..it's some form of rape since I did say no. but I was dating him. date rape perhaps. *shrugs* whatever..

@Marina
..well I have friends. ^^'

You know... Date rape is still considered illegal, and he can go to jail for that...

...yeah but I'm too much of a ...I don't know.. whatever to press charges.. My friends all wanna kick his ass though. nice to know they care XD

You should press charges though...

....I can't afford to. I don't have money to get a lawyer.

I see... huh..

besides...there's also the whole.. dignity thing. I'm one of those people who said that that would never happen to me. plus.. what would I get out of it? an apology? ...his apology would be....unapologetic.

He could go to jail. Rape is a SERIOUS crime!

is it? hm...I don't know..I just never really thought of it as one, because of the way people act. like it's not one. it's not something people talk about. Especially where I live. It's...not something you talk about, like gay marriage, Europeans, the french, and new york city.

xD Anna's topic for her school essay was legalizing gay marriage. >o>; Anna crossed forbidden lines.

lol, poor anna >_<

>o>; Someone peer editing my essay disagreed with me.

xD We were told to shut up or I'd get into a heated debate with him.

In the United States, rape is considered a felony, and is rated just as bad a crime as murder.

@ Fuyu - From the thread that you created in the Help section, I believe you said that you two were 'fooling around' and it got a little too far, but you hesitantly went with it. :/ Sad to say, I don't think that's considered rape.

@Anna
Oh I see O_o

oh, and I think when you tell a guy not to put something in you and he does anyway, it's still not considered consensual.

@Linden
I really didn't know that. but to be honest I'm just too scared to.

edit:
you know what, nevermind. lets not talk about this. I was wearing a skirt so it's my fault he put it in. there everyone's happy now.

edit again:
sorry I just got pissed off. maybe I should start recording everything so people see what happens. That way I don't have to sugar coat everything.... In the end it doesn't matter whatever happened happened and I don't want to talk about it, think about it, or remember it! I'm tired of remembering it, so change of the fricken subject. Besides, do you really think I would tell strangers every single detail of my life? no.. and I don't plan to. I'll buy a camera now so everyone can see and comment. I'm sure your opinion would change if there was a camera. but oh well..maybe there was one and I just haven't heard about it yet.

Cookies are good. I haven't made plushies in awhile maybe I should make some.

@ Fuyu - If that's what it was, then yes, that's considered non-consentual. (... I miss my spellcheck.)
*shrugs* Sorry, but you brought it up. If you really didn't want to discuss it, you shouldn't have mentioned it.

Well, anyways. Uh. Click my dragons kthnx? 8D

well I was talking about the test then that happened.. sorta dragged on..dragons.

*clicks dragons* I like the paper dragons.

@ Dizzy: No, that is still considered rape.. even if she just 'went along with it' she didn't want to, so it is still not consentual, and therefore, it is a crime.

@ fuyumi: What do you think guys say when they get raped? They can't put the 'oh, I wear a skirt, I was asking for it' deal. That's not true, it doesn't matter who you are, rape is wrong, and it is never the victom's fault! Don't tell yourself that!


Odd statistic: More men are raped then women.. why? Because men have a harder time telling people, and it's easier for the rapist to get away.