I feel inadiquate.

I'm just so tired.

And I feel so bad.

Because I totally turned my back on my commisions.

And not because I didn't want to.

I just don't have the energy to.

Which makes me feel like a whiny retard.

everyone else on menewsha can draw WAY better than me.

And they also manage a life.

I feel so stupid.

I mean, I can't even take a few hours to draw some shit?

No, I can't, apparently.

I'm blowing off my friend's goodbye party so I can catch up on homework.

He's moving to like, fucking, Vietnam and I'll never see him again.

And here I am.

Whining on an internet forum about what a fucking loser I am.

And I'm making such a big deal out of my commisions, and no one cares.

It's not like they couldn't get 44385324758% better art for cheaper here.

No one cares.

I'm just so fucking rotted.

Whatever.

Fuck this.