broke college blues...

[COLOR="RoyalBlue"]I am so totally broke... I'm in debt xD... I owe more than $3,000 to two credit card companies, but at least I don't owe my bank anything this month xD... sometimes I end up overdrawing on accident and not catching it until they charge me for it ... :stare: ...

I still need to buy two more textbooks for classes this coming fall quarter which starts next Monday... joy... :sarcasm:

two of my best friends turned 21 this month and I can't even go out to buy them a drink :|

my oldest nephew's birthday, my boyfriend's birthday, and my mother's birthday are coming up in November... and then Christmas after that... I'm going to be broke FOREVER ... :cry:

but luckily for me... my mom hasn't kicked me out of the house yet ... lol

I'm going to have to use my tax refund to pay for just about everything when Sakuracon 2009 rolls around next April... which also happens to be my birthday weekend... =3 ...

but the whole point about this blog is that... being an adult sucks and using credit cards is BAD... xD... well, it's bad when you can't control yourself when you go shopping :sweat: ...

or you'll end up like this :headdesk: half of the time when you do remember hey... I have to work my butt off for the next ... 3-5 months to pay off my credit cards... but wait I can't pay them off in that time because I have other things I have to pay for ... O_O ... *sigh*

I should go to sleep... I have to work tomorrow -_-[/COLOR]