I Miss You

[font=comic sans ms][color=palevioletred][b]With my birthday around the corner... *sigh* My bunny Narcy was going to be three years old on my birthday, but life decided to hand us down a different fate.

It's been almost two weeks now, and I still can't believe she's gone. To many it might seem dumb, for someone to feel so much for a pet rabbit. But just as any proud pet owner would say, they were not just any ol' pet. Narcy was not just any ol' rabbit.

It was horrible the way she died. It was the same way one of my other rabbits passed on. Another rabbit that was very close to me. Fester. I don't want to get into the details. I'm not that much of an emotional masochist.

If I wouldn't had gone to that baby shower, maybe things would've been different.. maybe...

I tried so much to seek all the help I could get. But in the end it wasn't enough, and I felt so powerless. I really didn't like that feeling. Either way, she's not suffering anymore, and for that reason I'm glad she's in a better place now. Watching her slowing wither away, it was much too painful.

Till this day I don't know what happened, or what it was she had. It was left as a mystery, just like Fester.

I miss you so much Narcy... For some reason I thought you were eternal. It's scary how wrong I was.

It's even scarier when you realize that death is so unexpected, no matter how healthy you might be... death still lurks nearby. I hate when someone passes away, because you become paranoid. You start thinking, who is next?

Indeed. Who [i]is[/i] next?

Yuck. I hate feeling like this. I need to get back to my cheerful self and pronto. D:[/b][/color][/font]