Rainy: Of course we can chase them away. (: It takes time, but I will be sure to help you as much as I can. ^^~

Hopefully we can even get some of your dreams to come back. My past has changed me also, but I'm trying hard to not let it change how much I care about everyone. It can be really powerful, but it does not have to win.

(: So whatever you do. Don't give up. Please. : D

Edit: Well geez.. don't I sound like a great big fluffy ball of cheesiness xD

Ivvy;;
I am mega tired today.
I never slept well last night,
and my sister came down from australia today so I have been with her all day getting to know her and my neices ^^.

Yes he has but now I have to rebuild the whole forum ¬_¬
You also have to sign up again D:


Heyy Hyda,
How are you?

Stormiie: I'm doing pretty good today actually. (: Refreshed thanks to my shower. x3
)-: Sorry to hear that you're tired and everything.. I hope you can find some time to rest soon. -nodnod-

@ Rainy,.. ahh no worry love. Rant or don't..lol I care not if you get it out. >.< I mean whats imortant is being happy and comfy. :)

@ Hyda.. ahh we are similar ;)

@ Bear Bear.. humm ikay I will have to do that then. How did he manage to kill it?

Well, even if you are like that, I luff you and it actually helps me. x3

And, yeah, if only I could sort out the mess my life ahs turned into by now, I might get back onto the right path (It's not like I am drinking, smorking or taking drugs, though! Don't get me wrong!! D8 I haven't even tried. ><). I know my friends have already helped me out of some of the swamp... And you're already doing that, too, luff. x3

I only hope I can help you somehow too, when you need someone and that I won't be all -dant-and-take-all-but-give-nothing-bacj- type of friend I sometimes feel to be. >< *hugs*

Ivvy: :) Yay~! I love knowing others that are similar with me.

I'm just surprised that I found so many people on this site that I can get along with so well. o_o''

Rainy: Haha alright, if it helps-I'm happy.
Nah, you didn't seem the type to do things like that, so don't worry. x3 It's good that you haven't turned to that. So there's still hope yet. ;D Sorting it out will also take time, but if done slowly, the healing process can actually work pretty well. ^^

lol I'm sure you'd be able to help me out. The more I help people and see them actually feeling better... that's part of what helps me. And it gives me my drive and motivation to keep waking up each day! ^o^ -hug- I will come to you for help if I need it, so no worries. (Even if asking for help is difficult on my end) xD

Hyda;;
oooh nice, it's a little to late to have a shower, seen as everyone has just gone to sleep I will have to have one before I go to college tomorrow.
Yeah I am thinking of going to bed in like 40 minutes so I am up and awake tomorrow and not dead when I go to college XD

Ivvy;
He insisted we install phpbb3 inwhich I know won't work at all with having a site like this because it dosen't have the correct mods.
So I let him install it and now he is having problems fixing in the mods I need so I am waiting for him to say he can't do it and I will make him put it back to phpbb2 so I am not creating any forums yet because welll, it dosen't seem to want to show up the ones I already have.

Bleh, I don't think I will even try that. I mean... it's gross. >< And I don't think it helps any.

And, yep, talking to you has helped me to think some things over and look at them differently now. More clearly and calmly. So, I muight be able to 'fight few of my little demons'. Big things starts as small, after all. C;

Haha, helping people makes me happier/better, too. x3

Well, then, as I friend I should notice something is wrong first. <3 Like you did just now, luffle.

But now, brb

Stormiie: Ahhh, yeah. ): Ohh college?? My college is out for the summer. O:
xD
I hope you get some sleep, being tired can make the college day draaaaaaag. -_- especially if you have an instructor that drones on and on in a quiet or monotone voice.

Ohhh the urge to sleep gets so tempting. xD

Rainy: Yeah, no kidding. I don't do that stuff either, because it's just unhealthy. D': And I know people need me around and a few would just be devastated if I did something like that.

Awww good. (: Great! I love that thought of yours, that big things started out small. Your way of thinking has already changed in a noticable way~ I'm proud of you. T^T

<33 hehe true~

Mkay, I have to go for a bit too.. my stomach is growling at me. )': It needs lunch.

I'll be back as soon as I can. (:

Oh, and Rainy, I'm on wajas~ I don't know what to do xD But I'm Hydah3 there. (So if you need any moral support there I can try to help)

@ Rainy.. I don't want to sound uncaring. >.< I just know that at times when I get in a funk all I want is to be left to my thoughts for a while. >.< So I don't mean I won't listen. I mean I won't harrass you to tell me what is wrong. >.< You know what I mean?

@ Hyda.. yeah I am always amazed at how many people on Mene I get along with. Its a crazy high amount of people that I just click with. >.<

@ Bear Bear.. O.o uhhuh... yeah coders can be pushy >.< Well I would not work on it yet either.. you know since he will have to put it back. I will wait to see what happens and start work on items once Twi is done with the bases.

Yeah I think this week is my last week.
Then no college untill september for me.

Narr I am only at college tomorrow 12:30 - 5:00pm.
I am also working in the salon down stairs so my tutor won't be going on and on.
But it unproffesional look tired when working on a client :P

Well sleep well Bear Bear. >.<

Yourw welcome sadrain. @Ivvy I will be 42 this August and my oldest nephew is almost 22. See everyone in a while I'm off to send something to the post office.

Awww, I luff you two. D: You... This really means a lot to me. >: Yes I got what you mean, Ivvy. I appreciate it. *hugs both*

I just posted my 'Temporarily Quitting RPing thread' on that one forum and it's like I am actually saying good bye to a year and half of my life (Well, actually 4 but 1 and half on that forum). But one thing has to end for another to come and maybe, if I burry this one, I will be able to RP and write again.

So, yeah, I need to get my mind off of it for a moment. ^^;

@ Star.. lol we are all over the age range.. and that rocks Have fun out and about

@ Rainy.. aww :hug: And yeah sometimes starting fresh is the best thing to do.

(I'm still here for now.. lol we decided to wait on eating. xD My mom will be at work soon so eh xD might as well go when she's there.)

Aww.. well that might just help you Rainy. Maybe it's what you need to come to terms with it all. (:

Stormiie: Whew, at least it's the last week. Then you get to relax (hopefully) x3

:P lol if someone does anything to me and they look tired, it scares me. lawl.

Edit: ok I'm leaving now to eat lol I will be back later lovelies~!

:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

Yeah... But RPing made up my lfie for last four years and now I might seriously quit it once for all... And all my friendds and 100+ plots I have. Agh. *sighs* It's my decison, though. Who knows what changes in a month.

Now I shall concentrate on my friends and Mene and Solia and such. And my life. Like seriosuly, I must remember computer is not center of my little world.


EDIT: I AM GOING TO EAT TOO.

And Hyda, did you see our keepsake? x3

@ Hyda.. have fun love. :)

@ Rainy.. aww well love, I am sure you will come through. Maybe turn some of those plot lines into something more than RP. You never know. And the computer is not the center of the world. O.o but but it is in mine kind of..lol

*attacks thread with water balloons*
>D muhahaha

Thank you Ivvy I did.

@ Shini.. ahhh noes! Not water balloons!
@ Star.. hehe that is good. :)

hehe *thorws more with food colouring in them* >D

Arg no not the colors. My thread will be tie dyed! NO!

haha only one wall and it looks beautiful xD

Back, sorry it took so long.

Rainy: You don't have to quit completely, just give yourself enough time to get patched up. (: Just take it easy~! ^^ <3

lol I forget that the computer isn't the center of my life too. Some of my online friends are closer to me than my rl ones. o.o'' So it's easy for me to think that. xD

I haven't seen the keepsake. O: I didn't know you got one made already. x3 I can't wait to see it. Is it in your album??

Ivvy: :) I did have fun... but after I eat my stomach always hurts and cramps. D': I had to get my gallbladder taken out, so the that was the consequence after eating. T-T