COLD ALL OVER
Sitting here every night, every day
I can't brethe right
I can't get a wink of sleep in
I can't eat no matter how hungry
Can't figure out what's wrong
The warm light of someone fading
Need a someone to be close to
The cold is just becoming colder
The breaths are harder to take
The lack of sleep making me crazy
Withering away without the food
Can't figure out what's wrong
The warm light of someone fading

HER
The light of her eyes bring a smile to my face.
Her laugh makes my world that much brighter.
To hold her close is like a three fold utopian dream.

I love her with all of my heart.
All I want is for her to be happy, always.
To be protected from all the hurt and sorrow she has felt in the past.
I want to hold her, and protect her from this, forever.

I hope she loves me as well.
For she is my world, my everything.
To not have her, would be living in hell.
She has put me through such as well.
But I would go through hell, and back, just to see her smile.

Alexandria Symons.
The best-friend iv'e always had.
My partner in crime and devious acts.
My girlfriend, that I love with everything I have.

Will you be mine, till the end of time?
For I love you more than any amount of words can ever express.
I want to heal the wounds from past years,
and prevent any wounds from reappearing.

I promise never to hurt you,
as long as I live.
For I love you more than I love myself.
More than I have loved anyone.

To be away from you brings a pain in my heart that is indescribible.

ALL I KNOW
You're all I think about now that we are friends again.
Every night I dream, and the dreams are always of you.
Every day I think of you, without even trying.
I can not seem to get you out of my head.
Your face, your eyes, your smile, your words.
Permentaly etched into my memories.

What we used to have, the unbarable love, always in my heart.
Every word written and said, stored away into the vault of my mind.
All I want is for you to be happy, wherever you go.
All I want is the best for you, even if that means I will have to suffer.
You are the first boy I every truly loved.
You are the only guy I will allow myself to love.

My knight in shining armor, my amour, my dork.
You always can make me laugh or smile with the most simple of things.
When you are around, all other worries seem to disappear.
I love you with a passion that never seems to diminish,
Even after the months apart, it has only grown.

What we once had was a threefold utopian dream.
I love you with a flame that will never cease to exist!
Although I know you shall never love me back, ever again.
Because of my past mistakes, I lost you forever.
As sad as it is to me, that's the way it will stay

Pain, Smile Blue

Grasp the blade
Titainum meets flesh
Drag in longing strokes
Feel the only emotion I can
Pain
Listen to my heart beat in my ears
Slice deeper, harder than before
Feel the only emotion I can
A sinister smile appears on my face
Drag the blade longer, harder
Look at my masterpeice, mommy
See the crimson flow upon my skin
Let it fill me, pull me from the blue
Smile
Let the blood flow
Let my feelings go
Lips to skin
Drink it all up
Taste the salt, taste my pain
Drink up my misery, into abyss
Return my blade to it's spot
Save it for a rainy day
Pain leaving I begin to sink
Waiting to be deep enough, into the
Blue

Hey HXC, please post all of your poems within this one thread.
Our Poetry Subforum Rules ask that you don't create unnecessary multiple topics. :yes:

Abismal

My life is like the cig between my lips
Slowly fading into oblivion
Take a puff
Inhale
Blow out the smoke
My soul the blown out smoke
Visible for a moment; Disappearing in an instant
I want to roll out my window to my death
Want to break my promise; Grab the razor
Slice into the creme flesh; Let crimson flow free
Get hazy, crazy high; Step into high speed traffic
I feel empty. Abismal. Lifeless. Dead.

So why can't I not be what I feel?

oh my, these are quite dark. I liked Pain, Smile Blue a lot though. All this morebed stuff, you want to look away, but its just to good and you like it in the end.

Thank you. 'Pain, Smile, Blue' is actually my most recent.
and yes, these are ALL based on true events.

oh, thats kinda depressing. My poetry is never real....

Yeah, It IS kinda depressing. But I always found my writing is useless unless it has feeling in it. So I always use feelings and events that have happened to me in my life to infulence all of my writings. Hey, it got me awards at school(not my idea)

Thy Prince

Death protruding from within my eyes.
Flames hidden deep and dormant, becoming hot and visible.
The blood of my love shines on the floor.
Crimson love. Dark love. Lost love.

Death

Blood and

Flames

Growing from within confides of darkness.
Spreading like the black plague To thoes which I have cared for
Turning their backs on me
Leaving me to overcome all of this alone

Death.. of past friends

Blood.. from a broken heart

Flames.. from a battered soul

Growing within, becoming overwhelming
Only one thing can save me now

My prince

The only one to nurse me from impending death
The only one able to stop the flow of blood
The only one to douse the burning flames

hm, the style in this most recent poem is very unique. The way the words quite literally run across the page. where did you get the idea to write it like that?

Thank you.
I don't know where I got it. I was just thinking it might look cool like that.
Many of my poems from around that time have that 'skittering across' look to them.
All of these are also in my blog, it looks a bit cleaner there.

IMPULSE

It is an impulse I have,
to be close to you
to be held by you
to be able to touch you.

This impulse I can not hope to control,
to feel you wraped around my frame
carasing my most secret of places
your warm breath upon my face.

The impulse to have you and never let go,
you kiss me with a firey passion
making parts of me tingle with anticipation
I hold you close to me looking into your eyes.

The impulse to feel all of you,
Bodies as close as possible
you take me in pure passion
I cry out in pain and pleasure.

It is an impulse I have,
to be close to you
to be held by you
to be able to touch you.

This impulse becoming even stronger,
bodies intertwined in a passion of love
I cry out you name in pure pleasure
Yoy do the same as I panting heavily.

The impule has dulled but still strong,
I look into your eyes as look look in mine
Our lips meeting in one last loving kiss
and suddenly you have disappeared.

The impluse dead taken when you went,
Where did you go my love
why did you leave me here all alone
I can't find you no matter how hard I look.


It is an impulse I have,
to be close to you
to be held by you
to be able to touch you.

But that impulse dies as the memory of you dies with it.

Lost Cause

Love is a truly lost cause for me.
A pointless game I can never seem to win.
I hate not having you by my side.
To hold me when I cry.
To tell me everything is going to be alright.
I always end up ruining the things close to me.
I am so tired of playing this pointless game.

I dont think I will ever resume this sport.
I can never find that someone just for me.
When do I get to find happiness?
When do I get love?

Love is a lost cause for me,
a pointless game not worth playing.

Burning bridge

We talk every night and every day
You think we could manage to get along
through one whole conversation
It just seems so impossible
I guess that's why EX's are what they are
I want to be his friend
But he is such a downer
I know I am one to call the kettle black
But I don't want a slightly suicidal friend
I help him all that I can
But he just pushes me away with all his might
He says he still loves me
He said he misses me and called me baby
Then why do you push me away
I understand that I hurt you
For that I am more sorry than you'll ever understand
But for you to do this just puts strain on us
I don't know how much longer I can do this
It's getting on my nerves
And I try my hardest not to be mean about it
I might just end up burning this bridge
Just like I had to with all the others
It will sadden me to do so
But it seems like it is the only choice I have now
Forgive me one day

Love Is Real?

I want to believe your words
more than anything in this world
But I have been around the block
one too many a time
I have seen what it is like out there
the true pain and sorrow
The way people treat eachother
faking loving one another

I want to believe
I really honestly do
So show me the road you walk down
Show me your not like all the others
Show me you mean this, want this
Show me that you are different

The world can be a beautiful place
If you find the right person to show you
When I have someone like you by my side
I feel like I could just fly
Loving and protecting me
Showing me this really is real
Helping me believe, for once
True love does exist.