I don't really want to talk about it. It's quite depressing, but it all stems from the fact that I won't get to see my beloved husband until february of next year. I'm not going to see him in kuwait, because we don't fly out of kuwait. I haven't gotten to talk to him since saturday and now he's on pass, so there's no reason why he can't call me but he hasn't. He's in New Orleans somewhere, and I can't go down there. And it's really pissing me off a lot. Pretty much I just miss him. A FREAKIN LOT. I wish he was here.... I'm really depressed.

*wants to give zephi a hug but is scard the she might kill ainebella*

*gives a hug to Zephi* me not scared. she sounds like she needs one! that really sucks a lot!!

:cry: I just want to go now, deploy. *sniffles*

*hugs zephi*

*whines* don't go!

yes zephi dont go!!!!!!

Sorry guys. I'm just in the crummiest of moods. Tomorrow is our anniversary to, and I just can't seem to cheer up. It's hard to celebrate alone.

:( poor Zephi. I hope you cheer up soon.

Poor zephi! i do hope you get happy soon


Hey maybe hes suprizing you tommorrw!

I don't know. He's always sweet but I dunno. I almost don't care...

zephi you are going to make me cry!!!!!

I'm sorry. I think I'll just go. I don't want to drag anyone else down with me. I'm sorry guys.

daw, don't go though!

no zephi dont go, you and nao are boyh having a day of sadness and all lonly
Im having an good day, i dont work today so im happy, its just you have to think positive today zephi, if you just stay negitive all day its just going to get worst, think positive things!!!!!!

*sniffles and looks around* Where's Nao? We can go watch some sad movie and cry together.

yeah! *smiles brightly* what Aine said!

no! don't go and cry!!

Nao, is in the shower, she in the same asylum as me.

Oh... well... I just don't know what to do anyway. I've got stupid army things to do tomorrow. And the next day, and the next day, and the next year. I just want to be done so I don't have to be lonely anymore. I'm really tired of it. It gets old so fast, especially when they let us off early to spend time with our families and it's more like more time to spend alone for me.

*teardrop* that's sad. the army sounds really evil!

aww what's the matter zephi???? :hug:

*goes back to read*

hmmm, brb

Just having a bad day, llonka.

*snuggles Zephi*Nao is having a bad day too T^T

see i pulled nao here!