08-01-2010, 11:40 AM
NUMBER ONE. -_-
I lost my virginity to a religious nut-case three months before my thirteenth birthday on his bunk bed. I thought we were in love. Our parents broke us up but we secretly continued to see each-other. Though after a month, he started REALLY treating me like crap. When we were together, I spent every second of the day with him. He wouldn't let me hug other people. He didn't like me talking to other guys. When we broke up, he demanded that I wouldn't be with anybody but him, but he was apparently allowed to go get SIX OTHER GIRLFRIENDS because his mother was getting "suspicious" that we might still be seeing each-other.
I can't believe it's taken me this long to realize it, but after three relationships with totally different guys -- all of which have ended because the "first man" has showed up and demanded that I break up with my current partner because "he thought we were still together" -- I've finally come to terms with the fact that he was using me and he deserves every single bad thing that life throws at him. I'm currently with a guy who is an absolute dream and I love him to Atlantis and back again.
NUMBER TWO. >.<
I'm actually really emotionally attached to my stuff. As in, the stuff in my room that I've had since I was, like, four. Whenever my Mom sticks a cardboard box in my room with "DONATIONS" Sharpie'd on the side, I drag it to the garden and set fire to it. Which leads me nicely onto . . .
NUMBER THREE. O-x
I don't know if there's a scientific word for it, but whenever I'm close to something like a hot-plate on a stove, I have to touch it. Multiple times. I don't know why. Even when there's, like, a pan on the plate with boiling soup inside it. I have to touch both the hot-plate and the pan. I have absolutely no idea why. I've ended up burning myself plenty of times. Not, as in, deliberate self-harming. It's more like, my brain can't just accept that the boiling soup means that the hot-plate's hot. I HAVE to touch it to make sure. Suffice to say that I'm a bit of a pyromaniac.
Last edited by RainbowMuffinage; 08-01-2010 at 11:50 AM..
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