Hi guys,

So, I gave my life a good look, and realized that there is A LOT that I want to change about it. If I was given the chance to change 1 situation, it would be me in grade school. There are these 4 boys who HATE me. They always do the same thing; every year they spend time making fun of the 'usuals' which are so called losers who they can't help but make fun of, and then there is that one loser girl who they pick to make fun of for that one year. I would try to fix that...

Well I have been lucky enough to have a good life that I love, so no there is nothing I want to change, but if something major happened and it was for the worse I would properly try to change it.

That would be a good thing to change, Cudibrium.

I however, had a heck of a life in my twenty-three years of living. I had many things to look back on, mostly heart ache but I believe I would change... my second love. Val, we broke up and tried to be friends afterwards but we kept ending up as a couple and acting like one. So we decided to give each other a brake til we could stop going back as a couple. Anyways, we lost touched and years passed, and I looked her up after three years...

She died of cancer two months before I looked her up. I guess I'm saying, I would change it so I could stay with her those last years. She was a amazing woman, it's horrible that she died so young.

After 21 years, I have my share of regret, love and everything inbetween. But I wouldn't change one experience. I woudn't avoide heartbreak, I wouldn't avoid 8 years of bullying I recieve from the guys in my class in elementary school, I wouldn't avoid the near death scares or the deaths.

Every experience, good and bad, has shaped my world, and me, and made me the confident young woman I am. Everything has taught me a lesson, and everything has matured me, and if something didn't happen, well, who knows what kind of person I'd be now.

what i would change is to bring my grandparents back :( i never got to meet them, they passed before i was even born. i wish i would of got to know them