88. Response

it is important
you you to understasnd
my response
the ok
is because I am taking note of it
not because I agree
not because of anything
but understand
I want to say
yet never want to say
"you will always be my master"
or that "I love you"
yet it is those cliche
that tell me
we are here
in the now
that I do understand
that you will be with me
for a while
that I am worried
and that you need to tell me you are
but it is ok
for most of the time
I understand
and the few times I don't
is that once again
I'll see
that it is your response
to what I want to say
or when I avoid everything
that keeps me out
that keeps me
from understanding
that lets me see
the conversation
flow.

54. Musically Inclined

the time
to see
that it is those
that are there
that are inclined
they are amazing
and can take their talent farther
farther than the reaches
farther than time
yet those of us
who have no talent
in music
it is hard
we practice
and practice
and sometimes can go there
but it is hard
for it is the struggle
for all their life
that they can even reach the hight
of those
who are musically
inclined

36. Sun

the big ball of gas
can not even be guaranteed
to raise it's head
over the horizon
the purity
of it all
but is it that the sun
is merely a star
it is always the stars with him
but it is true
the thing solved
yet unsolved
but yes
the sun
is merely a star
the star
is merely a way
to see a ball of gas
we
the world
circle around the world
but yes
the ball of gas
am marvelous as it is
is what makes the world
the rising
and the color change
amazing

20. Ghost Town

going home
is simply a ghost town
the places I walk
the friend I have
are all
nowhere that they were
I go to a spot
I go to where I see
and it is still
that they are all ghosts
memories
of places
people
that are no longer there
the hotel
full of people
when empty
jsut seem
no longer there
people
only ghosts
still when I remember seeing people
memories
call the ghosts
from the times of fun
the times
that I am no longer
therefor
that is indeed
what happens with the
happy memories
of the ghost
town

66. Tailoring

tailoring
to one's needs
to one's form
to one's wants
it is indeed
the pins of time
the love
the hate
the tailoring
of a form
it is the pins together
the small needle
and the thread
that change
and sew
for the better
of the other
to make
and build
a form fit
for the one
that they want
that is the tailoring
to someone else

74. Just for you

just for you
I call
I coo
i do as you wish
and never complain
i understand
that just for you
just for you
i am bitten
I cause happiness
i worry
just for you
i change
not for you
but for myself
so that I can come to understand you
and just for you
i turn
I bow to your knees
that I make other happy
that i am merely
a puppet on a rod
but just for you
i become that puppet
and just for you
i sit
and will wait

53. Swearing

it is soemthing
i just don't do
i don't know why
it keeps my job
come up with soemthing new
but I do not swear
it is just drilled
that never to
so why is it
that people do it
online
to each other
as a joke
it is demeaning
it is horrible
to call each other names
to swear
with no reason
then again
is it swearing
to call names?

Ahahaha! I can finally get to this page! xD Anyways, here's your new drabble list:

1. Minority
2. Color me insane
3. The price we pay
4. Influential
5. Charismatic
6. Morbidly Attractive
7. Because I’ve got nothing better
8. Untitled
9. Typical of her
10. A picture of you
11. Things I didn’t know
12. Wicked
13. Fickle
14. Happy Birthday
15. Allow me to love all things covered in lies.
16. Lone wanderer
17. Storyteller
18. Defying gravity
19. Every road leads back to you
20. You, me, and the weather
21. The world spins madly on
22. Are you falling for me?
23. Another day
24. Eyes on you
25. It takes two
26. The bidding
27. Hidden
28. Ancient
29. Mastermind
30. Kiss me goodbye
31. How dare you!
32. Let’s dance
33. So close, yet so far
34. Unrealized dreams
35. Excuses, excuses
36. As an art
37. Punctual
38. Casual
39. A light
40. Do not deny me this.
41. May I?
42. Just for this moment
43. I’m not his keeper.
44. As long as you’re mine
45. So much to do
46. Old fashioned
47. Take it now or leave it
48. Reenact the scene
49. Take a chance on me
50. The game and its players
51. S.O.S.
52. Never is enough
53. Solitaire
54. Rainy days and Mondays
55. On top of the world
56. Until the end of time
57. On the horizon
58. Something sleazy
59. Familiarity
60. Rock stars, super heroes, and icons
61. Star gazing
62. The ultimate
63. Linger longer
64. Beckoned
65. Maker of Things
66. Cards
67. Love letter
68. No maps
69. Second life
70. Where the heart is
71. Welcome!
72. Delicious
73. Midnight
74. Cleaned up
75. Am I pretty?
76. When your mind’s made up
77. No exit
78. Trade off
79. Miss you
80. Nearly forgotten
81. The usual crowd
82. Overly friendly
83. Heaven and Earth
84. For once
85. With a vengeance
86. The walk
87. Doesn’t feel like it.
88. Wear my token.
89. Play me a melody.
90. Wrapped up.
91. Masochistic tango
92. The best I can do for you
93. Rumors
94. The season
95. Masquerade
96. Light touch
97. Fireflies
98. Whatever you want
99. Unwritten letters
100. Not just for who you are but for what I am with you

thank you for the new list, now I just have to somehow drabble all on my old topics till november, but the event is taking over..

You're welcome. Yeah. I've been meaning to drabble too, but event plus homework means no time.

yeah, no time doesn't help much at all.

so trying the new list, I won't be able to finish it I know, but I shall do some of it now, some later....or not, not quite sure, way too busy cause of school..

1. love me, lie to me, but do not leave me

it is true, though lies are never fun
the lonelyness
of it all
when one is gone
the sad
negative
the lost feeling
so lonely
don't leave me
is all people ever say
but it is true
I hate the lie though, it is very very hard, don't lie to me
don't pretend to care
if it is false
the staying there works
for only so long
and that is why
I want to be loved first
and at the lever worst
not be lonely.

93. Compliments

something I will never take well
a complment
a sincere word
to my chracter
but I have be bruatally abused
verbally
told to not exist
said I am worthless
far beyond my remembering
to the point
it has tainted my chracter
made me understand that
comliments
the you look pretty
you are gourgeous
I will never agree with
it is something
that I dislike
and can tell you
I will never see
for it is those times
that i remember
I have chosen to be along
in the lack of compliments
rather than understand
that they
might one day
have been true.

40. Living and never loving or living and loving, but losing?

I would prefer
to never love
it is hard
it would be annoying
but I hate to lose
I would hate to feel the lose
one by one
of people who I cared
so I would rather
never feel the joy
of love
cause I am not sure
if I feel it now
I can use the word
but is it true word
i am not sure of
and for that
I would rather
never love
and live
but never lose

52. “Free as a bird and just as lonely…”

that is what it is
I wear no collar
i belong to no one
when I am left home
when the master has left
I am no longer played with
i could do badly
or I could sit
and be free
I am free to do as I wish
run a muck
play outside
bury anything
break anything
but it is that I do not want to
that I am lonely
i would rather
have the master back
be played with
be told what to do
for it is more important
to be not lonely
than to be free
of everything
that is thee
for that
loneliness means nothing
if one is always free
for there is nothing
but the freedom
of nothing.

81. Submission

there are so many parts
so I practice
some i hate
some amuse me
but only in theory
I love to be petted
to be told
what to do
it is the glorious
that I am needed
that i am wanted
but it is hard
for I am obedient
but there are types
that is the struggle
that is is the struggle
to be told what to do
I am too obedient for them
i understand the concept
but it is hard
for I am not that
but it does amuse me
for it is that struggle
that gets me somewhere
there is being tied
that is always fun
not acutally my favorite
but it is my minds favorite
it is hard to explain
being unable to do anything
while I am told
to sit
and move only when told
and only when allowed to
it is amusing
I would rather though
be tied
when not used
left to deal with the devices
and then let out
only to be commanded
what to do
this is why
it is hard
for then
gently rub my face
and with your gentle voice
command me to please
only you
that is thy dream
and thy reality
for now

81. Submission part 2, the example

we are to meet
to understand
i wait
wait for him
and then I hurry
despite your words
the bubbly little one that I can be
you cool my spazzyness though
it controls my behavior
keeps from my randomness
and that is your presence
on the walk back
we talk
explain what you have to do
and during there
you ask a favor
more of a command
for you know
i will do it
but just to be polite
I am to do soem things
some my own fault
and some that is to help you
one
for you
do the dishes
two
clean up my mess from a day ago
for there is to be a party
one is something that I should have done anyway
but the dishes
how I have a loathing hate
and love for them
I am told to do some
so I walk into the kitchen
to see what has happened
it is then
that I remember
how long it has been
so I start
let you do your own things
necessary to get ready
but then
I start
slowly
understanding that at some point
i shall be done
make an organizational pattern
small first
then gradually to larger
you come in
talk to me a bit understanding that I am doing something
gently
you show your intent
show that you are willing to play with me
and that you are prolonging it
gently turn my face
and kiss me
while I hold the dish
and the sponge
you walk away
telling me that when I am done
to get ice cream and put it into a bowl and share with you what is left
it is a small reward
but immediate
and that it won't be the only reward I continue, and then later
as when dong the last couple
you comeback
obviously distracted
you caress me a bit more
make sure I understand
that this is an order
that you gave
for my pleasure
and to releive you
then you walk back
knowing I shall come
when I am done
as asked
I finish
clean up more than necessary
doing a great job
give half the ice cream to you
more cookie dough
just how you like it
and then I wait
and calmly imagine
what is to come

43. Friends or lovers?

I sit there
calling him
knowing he will pick up
annoyed
we are off
to have fun
but I always wonder
am I your friend
or your lover
do to the fact
in public
we talk
we have fun
but you won't touch me
you won't do anything
but it is annoying
I wish for you
to call me lover
in public
at times
but then again
I don't either
so it is not my fault
and then again
we are both friends
before lovers.

58. “What makes you so special?”

I do not know
what makes you special
what makes you want to like me
what makes me what to understand you
to like you
is it the charismatic part of you
is it that through it all
you never tlak about yourself
yet are able to get people to talk
when I talk only about myself
and never talk to people
as if the opposites
is it that you are amusing
and i want you to not be in misery
that I watched you live
in your life
it is something that I want
but is it something special
or are you just another person
who I have slept with
but someone different
that happens
to do what I want
and love to understand
my specific need
around others
what i like to be
in general.

41. Liar, liar

you are a liar
you understand nothing
I do not beleive you
you try and tell me one thing
and back stab the other
you lie
to my face
and lie behind my back
that is why I never understand
why you are how you are
you lie
repeatedly
you are a liar
for you do nothing
and yet
lie to everyone
so go away
and lie
through your teeth
and tell me liar
is there a truth
in your life
or is your life
only that of a liar
where it is the lies that are the only thing you can do
where nothing is true anymore.

24. Sentimental value

I wish I had something
for sentimental value
it is hard
but these marks
these bruises
are the closes I have
I understand you are waiting
till something amazing
but it is hard
I want the material
the sentimental value that can cause
me to deal with you
a bit longer
it is hard
but can I wait
till I get one
it is what I will have to do
but I understand
in the mean time
I will have you
in all my life.

25. Useless

I feel useless
it is hard to make me not think so
it is hard
but I must understand
that it is har
to feel useful
I must have someone tell me that I am there
that I do things
that what I do is important in their life
that me doing dishes
is worth it
that anything i do
can be amazing
that i am there
and they must continually
tell me that I can be there
that I exist
that i have a purpose
that it isn't just for my own amusement
for otherwise
I will slowly disintegrate
and slowly understand
that i am there
and useless
to my love
to my lover
and as such
will never understand
that i can have help
or have any reason
to live.

57. Puppet

the touch of awaeness
the kiss
the hold
to remind me that you have indeed
missed your puppet
that walks
talks
like nothing is wrong
yet you hold
caress her
liek hte toy she is
you wait though
but obviously
are going to get nothing done
when she shows up
at your door
it is then
you know
that simply playing with her
that you want to use her
move her arms
move her body
to your choosing
and play
like the doll she is
the puppet
the floppy thing
regaudless of her wants
make her the toy she is
for your enjoyment alone
and as such
treat her to understand
that she is indeed wanted
and that she is the puppet
to your every whim.

69. The many faces of me

it is true
the faces of me
dress me up
amuse me
but it is hard
for you see
it is something
that those clothes
create faces
faces one does not see me in later
does not see a normal me
and as such
it is hard
for one must understand
that it is hard
to see one face
through the other
some sad
some emotional
some loving
some caring
but all of the faces
make up me
some I wish didn't
like hte crying girl
but it is hard
cause in the end
I wish nothing
but the faces
to distinguish
what i do
around others
so I can simply be
nothing behind the mask.