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#2701
Old 09-15-2017, 02:38 AM

Dear Universe,

Please! I cannot put it into words, just, please. For God's sake. Make this work out the right way.

-Christa

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#2702
Old 11-19-2017, 09:35 PM

Dear Self,

You have 2 more days to teach and then you have Thanksgiving break. I know it's only a 3 day break - but it is going to be glorious. These next 2 days of teaching might seem daunting...but girl, you can do this! You got this!

Maria

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#2703
Old 11-22-2017, 11:30 AM

Dear Doctors/PAs,
I suffered for months because you told me my pain was heartburn. You made me get an endoscopy which found nothing. Ended up in the ER because of the pain.
Turns out I have a rather large gallstone.
Thanks for dismissing my pain until I was literally hunched up crying unable to eat, smoke (and people who know me IRL know I will keep smoking until I have to stop), and barely able to move. No position was comfortable. I have trouble sleeping. Taking ibuprofen helped the littlest bit but every time I'd have an "attack" I just assumed it was heartburn or my bed being crappy. because thats what they kept telling me. They were seriously wrong.

Now I know better. I'm never, ever going to see a PA instead of a doctor again, even if she has more availability. & I don't have to wait four hours (sometimes I'd be in their office in the waiting room after 'closing' waiting for the doctor when I had an appointment at noon, but at least he's competent & thorough).

- a pissed off and in pain young lady

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#2704
Old 12-17-2017, 07:20 PM

Dear Life,
I am sooo just about fed up with you!
I just want to give the fuck up on everything!
The BF and I are on opposite sides of the universe lately, Sarah has been impossibly noisy and aggravating and I feel like I am a burden and nuisance to my granddaughter's parents while I stay with them during my recovery from heart surgery.
If it weren't for Hope telling me how much she loves me, I would have found a way to release myself from my misery.
I find it amazing how much strength a 5 year old's love can give...
I really wish I could just die in my sleep and be done with it all...but I don't want to abandon Hope in these tender young years of her life!
Instead, I am bitter and angry at you, Life, for not being nicer to me.
Sadly and bitterly your's,
Me

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#2705
Old 12-30-2017, 07:30 AM

Dear Life,
Well...you aren't getting any easier to live!
I am so ready to check out and leave it all behind!
I just want to write a very long letter to Hope to tell her how much she has meant to me...but that you have made me hurt for so long, in so many ways, that I just can't bear to wake up and face another day!
Hope is the only thing that has kept me from killing myself...knowing that she would be devastated by my sudden disappearance from her life.
But you, life, have become so painful that I feel like Hope will just have to understand the best she can...and I just want to die!
I want to stop feeling like I adversely affect everybody in my life...like I am always in somebody's way...like I am overstaying my welcome.
I am so done!
I have avoided making a plan...because I know that if I make one, I will carry it out.
Fuck you, Life!
~Me

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#2706
Old 03-07-2018, 02:35 PM

Dear Herr Buster (Mr. Buster)*

I already asked why you proposed to me back in June or July of 2017. Honestly, no logical person proposes to someone and dumps them when things get worse for their future partner. You knew what you were and I tried my hardest to give you all needed warnings. I tried to warn you that my family is abusive. I am surprised you stuck out this long, and then decide to dump me when I am at the lowest. Dang... I wasn't quick to give up on you, but you were so quick to give up on me.

What is really messed up is, you know I say unintended things out of emotion. You knew that since you claimed you knew me better than I know myself. Also, since you claim you can read people so well, then you know I was so confused. Ugh... It isn't like I didn't notice your flaws. Instead of being cruel, I let a lot of things slide. I let them slide because you were emotionally abused way worse than I was in some ways.

I had slight flashbacks of my emotionally and mentally abusive late grandma. In some ways, you remind me of her... [:'(]

Both of y'all hate to be proven wrong. Both of y'all hate to lose in an argument. Both of y'all have worse anger issues than I'll ever have. My issues are due to an abusive family environment. I am unsure about you though. You have given me slight warning signs about your personality. I failed to heed the warnings. :S

What really alerted me was some of your life's backstory. At least you'll advance academically and not 'quit' on life. My late grandma 'quit' on life. :S Sigh... We were not meant to marry each other. We were only together long enough for both of us to advance on our own.

You said you didn't need me, well... actions speak louder than words, Buster. I should have said that when you kept telling me that. I decided not to beat you down. Other people that did already.

You said you weren't happy with me. Hopefully, you find the happiness you wanted with that other person. I am going to move on and once I become esstranged from somewhere, I will not return to them. I am not the kind of person to beg someone to come back to me. I'm pretty you're not that type either. Yet... why did you stay in a 5-year abusive relationship before me? Why did you give that horrible person so many chances but yet barely gave me any chances? Ugh... Maybe you're not 'mature' enough for me.

Go be happy and successful. Just don't feel some kind of sour when you come back wanting to be with me. I might be with someone else or married. I am not leaving my spouse to make you happy. You had your chance and it's gone.

I didn't give up on you, you gave up on me.

Go be free Buster... I will not be a bother to you anymore. Just remember at least you still have family that can and will help you. I don't because I risked it all just for you! -_-; Yes, they were toxic... But at least you have family at the end of the day. >_<'

Be free,

Lizzy

*His name has been changed to protect his identity. XD! Like he'll stumble upon Mene anyway...

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#2707
Old 03-07-2018, 07:52 PM

Dear Dad
there are so many things i wish i could tell you. so many things you have missed. mom isn't doing good since you have been gone, she barely leaves her room. Dawn found a nice guy, but then he turned out to be a complete jerk, leaving her for a biker gang. Williams health seems to be getting worse. he is constantly in and out of the hospital because of throwing up blood. and they still haven't figured out what is wrong with him. the girls, Serria, Shyann, and Kiara are getting so big. Serria will be 18 this year. it is so hard to believe how big they are. Shyann is already in high school. and Kiara is turning into such a beautiful young lady. Russell and I bought a house. or his parents bought it for us and we are paying them the mortgage. we got a dog. his name is max, but i think he hates me, he is always growling at me. although it seems to be getting a little bit better. the boys are all getting big too. Hunter is calming down a bit, but i think that is because Jordan scared him to death. but i'm not going to go into that on here. William jr is looking more and more like his daddy every day, and he has a heart of gold. Rusty has been having some issues in school. he seems to have an attitude problem. he just explodes and tips tables, throws chairs, hits and kicks the teachers. i think he is suffering from anxiety. plus he has been bullied since he was in kindergarten, i think he is just now tired of it all and tired of the teachers not listening to him. the kids pick on him, and don't let him have turns with anything. but he is getting so big. he is almost as tall as i am now. he loves soccer, and legos. he is great with math and science, but struggles with his reading. Taylor has lost about 5 teeth now. he is finally potty trained. for the most part anyway. hes really good with math, and science, and he loves the power rangers, and YouTube kids. I miss you more and more each day. i can't believe it has been over four years since you've been gone. it seems like just yesterday you were walking me down the aisle. i love you so much.

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#2708
Old 03-13-2018, 01:39 PM

dear boyfriend,

CLEAN UP YOUR SHIT
i am so tired of the piles of trash you leave despite me giving you like 4 different trash cans to put places.
buy me a fancy lunch.
i'm sick of your gross pizza.

love, a pissed off/fed up girlfriend

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#2709
Old 03-13-2018, 04:49 PM

Dear House,

Please have no issues... I wanna buy you. I know you're expensive and stuff but I really like you and I can afford you as long as you're not riddled with repairs.

Sincerely,
Poet

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#2710
Old 03-23-2018, 10:29 PM

Dear Life,
You still suck sewer water and I suspect you always will.
I just go through the motions to make it through each day.
Oh well....~me

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#2711
Old 05-05-2018, 12:33 AM

Dear Life,
I hate being alive and wish I was dead.
That is all.

P.S. Pass me a pack of cigarettes, would ya?

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#2712
Old 05-05-2018, 02:54 PM

Dear Myself,

Remember to study!!! Even though the long work days are tiring and all you want to do is eat dinner and jump into bed, study little by little so there does not need to be intense sleep-deprived cramming at the end.

Sincerely,

Salvete

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#2713
Old 05-08-2018, 11:50 PM

Dear Mene,
Live!! Please live!
I will be sad if you die.

Dear Inso,
Please don't dessert us!

:( :( :(

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#2714
Old 05-09-2018, 01:03 AM

Dear Menewsha,

What Roachi said.

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#2715
Old 05-14-2018, 07:04 AM

Dear Users,

I lub joo. Wait. I think I can send that one. XD

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#2716
Old 11-03-2018, 03:08 PM

Dear ___,

I know you're still reeling from the hurricane so I won't even try to bring this up to you in person, but it's been almost two years since you've contacted me. You've replied to my texts, sure, a few days after I've sent them, but you used to be so big on reaching out to me and organizing Skype chat nights. Ever since I've moved, you've gone practically radio silent, and I hate it.

But what I hate even more was your reaction to me moving. "Well, at least Orlando is a good place to be homeless in." were your exact words, if memory serves. No matter how many times I tried to point out that I had a home promised there, you argued that it would be taken away. You don't know my boyfriend's mother, but you spoke of her eagerness to get rid of me with such conviction. You also told me my boyfriend would get tired of me, and search for a better girlfriend in a larger city. What did I say to make you distrust him? And you, you college educated woman, why are you so against me going to university myself? "You could go to the community college in town, and get an apartment there." was your counter, as if we somehow lived in an area that wasn't a redneck infested dying town. (Also why would I move out... only to stay within an hour from my parents?)

Honestly, if you were sad to see me go, that's ok. we've both shared the misery of losing friends to better towns, but you didn't have to construct bogeymen to try and scare me away from leaving. All that did was make me resentful. I miss talking to you, but you made it so hard to try and reconnect. I get that losing a friend's presence sucks, but really, are you actually losing that much? You lived so far out of town from me that most of our communications were via text. We could have made things work, easily.

I know you've spent a lot of time playing off of me being the 'stupid young fangirl' friend to your more mature and wizened self image, but I need to grow up, and I don't see why that should involve cutting off contact with you. But it's exhausting being the one trying to keep the friendship alive all on my own. You were my only friend for a while, and I don't want to take all you've done for me for granted.

I just want my friend back.

hummy
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#2717
Old 11-21-2018, 01:35 AM


dear friend,
holidays seem so sad.
love always

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#2718
Old 05-07-2020, 03:29 PM

Dear Tyler,

I wish you could see your worth. You are such a wonderful friend and a wonderful woman; you don't deserve the abuse your boyfriend gives you. You don't deserve to be mentally abused, to be told that you're worthless and that you don't matter. You deserve somebody who cares, not someone who you put all your time and effort into constantly only to be told you don't matter. You deserve somebody who isn't controlling. Someone who doesn't literally monitor your every move in secrecy to be sure you're being a good little girlfriend who doesn't talk badly about him. Someone who won't punish you for having friends or try to isolate you from them. It kills me that you don't see how fucked up all this is. I've been crying on and off for 36 hours now, wishing I could save you. I could point directly to the exact page in the Abusive Partner's Handbook that he is working off on.

You're my best friend in the world. You mean so much to me and others. I feel like I'm letting you down every minute of every hour of every day that I haven't gotten through to you to show you how this is KILLING you and how you deserve sooooooo much better. You're so fucking smart. So socially intelligent and sensitive. I know you know he's a bad dude who hurts you constantly. I know you know this. You've admitted as much to me. I KNOW you know what a piece of shit he is. I know you know I know you know I know you know I know you know I know you know

I'm rooting for you. I'm never going to give up on trying to find a way to protect you from his abuse. I'm never going to give up on you, Tyler.

Love,
Alice

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#2719
Old 05-07-2020, 03:50 PM

Dear MP,

I find it ironic that you mock the "easily offended" people, yet you read pages more into something I said than I actually meant and decided to end a friendship based entirely on a perceived negative comment on art. ART for fuck's sake! I could see if you were actively doing something with your art, but as far as you ever let on, you weren't. You were throwing it away. Literally. Like you told me that after a sketchbook was full, you'd just throw it out. So I'm calling bullshit on your pathetic excuse for ending our friendship. There was something else going on. Something else that you were too damn scared to confront me with. But clearly you wanted out, so I wasn't going to stand in your way. I just wish you'd had the decency to talk out the problems with me first. Let me know what I'm doing wrong instead of snapping at me with some bullshit thing that you read way too much into. Say something. Anything. Let me at least clarify what I meant instead of jumping to your own wrong conclusions. Idiot. You really are a walnut.

I hope you get your shit together someday and stop being a dumb kid,
KT

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#2720
Old 05-12-2020, 07:10 PM

Dear Mother,

I really fucking hate you. You have no idea the misery that I go through life with because of you. Of course you don't. That would require some sort of self-awareness about your actions and the pain they bring literally everyone who ever has the fucking misfortune of knowing you. Your narcissistic bullshit is neverending.

I hate that you did what you did to me. I hate that I was too afraid to stand up to you for years. I hate that I let you in my mind. I hate that I let you manipulate and use and abuse me. And I hate that it took you literally threatening to kill me for me to finally say enough is enough.

I hate you.

 


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